Pleae pray that I can endure the current back pain that I have. I am living with the possibility of it always being there. I am very busy with mental health advocacy work and have just found a new venue to challenge my work that is very satisfying to me. After a meeting yesterday, I was in so much pain I could barely move. I need to find the right balance between what I want to do and what I can do.

I have many physical problems that just seem to find me. I live under the proverbial "black cloud" like Snoopy. Heaven help me.