I don't know what I really have yet mentally, just major depression and PTSD, recently I had a falling out with my husband over a court case involving him, my actions have been to hate him since I found out the reasons, but being driven by hate, anger and malaise put me in such a place I went out to hurt my husband back and turned over a letter to the courts to involve him more in trouble. Problem is that whatever made me go to that extent is out of my system and now I want to repair my relationship with my hubby and get over this mess so we can move on with our lives. But my actions MAY have landed him in prison for some time. To some this may be right but its over stupid things.
Anyway, I am going nuts, with panic, fear and very heavy feelings of grief over the whole thing. Is there any hope.