What has been going on in my life since I last posted:
Well, my parents saw the cuts on my legs. They were dissapointed, but nothing else really happened.
I missed school yesterday because of illness. The good counselor was going to talk to me then but... I was gone.
So.
My best friend talked to him about me feeling suicidal and continued problems with self-harm. She was very worried for me. She told the good counselor he should talk to me and so today I went in with my best friend and him and talked. And cried. About why I cut and why I am so sad. He asked a lot of questions, but most of them I couldn't even answer. I don't know why I started cutting. Really. He thinks I was holding back, but I really am not sure. Anyways, he called my dad, and gave me a list of therapisty people to give to my dad... My dad isn't home yet. We'll see what happens.