worked on a quilt; went out for groceries; told my dog I loved her; God allowed ex boyfriend to drive past my vision; acted out and felt the longing; the fear of overwhelming feelings; went home; took a nap; lite supper; laid one more tile on bathroom floor for empowerment; work is the opiate, work, work, work; just
don't feel what can't be. watched video clips from favorite flick. sent email to ask a friend how they were.