Interesting thoughts LoveBirdsFlying
I'm so sorry you experienced such meaness
I agree-- it's not just "ignoring" -- but resonating with body language and energy that one is NOT bothered by the "assault"-- be it physical assualt, verbal or what.....
this got me thinking--
I was bullied relentlessly at home by older, much bigger siblings(parents didn't stop it or care)-- there was NO WAY I would have it happen daily to me at school, around those who were closer to my age and size-- I think at school, I resonated some kind of energy that kept me from being bullied.... thank the stars, don't think I would have survived otherwise..... I was alone most of the time-- but at least I wasn't bullied at school.
and you also said another thing:
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It really wasn't the words they said that hurt me. It was the fact that they wanted me hurt, that hurt me.
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Yes! I'd never had these words before^^^^
-- that is exactly how I felt. I couldn't believe how siblings could enjoy inflicting pain on a littler sibling, that had no way or means to defend herself....
why? why would one being WANT to cause another's deep pain and silent tears??
best to you
fins