oh god mg i way sorry

while my memories are few and far between --- the ideas that i have and what --and ummm the implications of the bizarre ways i can think or see or think i see

i dont know mg -- the implication of bad memories (without regard to validity) is that --- like somebody was in a place to perpetrate these things against another soul

that one idea --- knowing that one thing --- if i let myself think too long on the implications -- then my faith in maknkind faulters --- or something -- lol i dont know how to say in words

all i know is that i am sorry not just for what was done to you but also for the IMPLICATION that has both on you and the person acting in the bad memory

lots of love mg
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