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I talked to him 2 nights ago. He and I started to argue again. About an hour into the uncomfortable feelings I apologized. I told him that I wasn't doing well and about the anxiety. He said he didn't know, and I knew he didn't know I was trying to hide it from him.Since than things have been back to normal. He is a little more understanding. I'm trying to get him to realize that I have no control over some of the things that make me like this... The anxiety, whatever disorder it is, I can't control the out of the blue frequent panic attacks. But I can calm them down and try to keep stable. I do a pretty good job at that. But I can't stop them from starting. I told him that but he seems to think if I stop stressing about things that it will stop them... I wish it were that easy because I have lowered my stress and I have been watching myself and not snapping like I used to. But hopefully he will in time understand it's not something I can just wish away.
Thanks for the replies they meant so much and helped so much!
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