I remember the last time you were going to find a new T because your T was dealing with a lot of personal problems and not giving you the attention that you deserved and needed. If that's over with for her, and she's still suggesting termination, I think it's time. I know personally how hard it is to change Ts, but you deserve more help than your T is able to give you. It's not your fault! It may not be your T's fault either! A different approach may be just what you need right now. It doesn't mean your therapy was a failure. It just means it's time to move on.