I made a bad decision and now all of the seedlings are freaking out! In the middle of the night, Daisy sent T an e-mail. I'm being flooded with emotions and thoughts and having bad ideas and can't make up my mind and can't focus my thoughts and this totally BITES!

Now, I'm getting angry at myself for being such an idiot and I can't change it. Just when I was making progress. Why do these things happen? I want to find a hole and bury myself in it. I just don't get this stuff! T keeps trying and trying and I can't figure it out! GGGRRRR!!!!

Songbird