I truly understand that feeling...but I think somewhere deep down inside we all don't want to give up no matter how hopeless & helpless we may seem. Even though it feels like I will be Depressed forever & never be genuinely happy...I really can't take feeling like this every single day. Find strength in your weakest moments. Find some sort of motivation that will help you continue to push & fight to beat your Depression. It sucks, it's hard, & at some point we all wanna give up but truly we all just want to be a peace. You deserve peace...just don't give up on trying to find it. If we look hard enough it shall reveal itself. Take Care *hugs*