((((Nemo))))))))))
Hey, from what I learned and it doesn't mean it's right but I used to feel Guilt until I realized that Guilt is something someone puts on you. Just my opinion, and yes easier said then done but the Guilt you feel is not brought on by you, it is those that hurt you, it is there Guilt, put the blame where it belongs and the way I read your Thread, it belongs with those that hurt you. Put it where it belongs.......... I wish you peace, I wish you peace from the Guilt your feeling. It's not yours give it back to those that hurt you.
Your in my thoughts and were thinking of you....I do wish you peace.

Crew