dragonfly-
Thank you very much for taking all that time to explain all this stuff to me. It really cleared up a whole lot of questions. Yes working on my health would be fantastic if I had that oppurtunity. I'm starting to realize I have a lot more work to do than I thought. I can only keep shoving issues down deeper and deeper before they get me in a bad place. And yes I have hobbies that I haven't touched in months. I like to make cards, do needlework, beadwork, etc. Thanks again for you time.