Interesting blog, I read some of the other entries also. I find myself asking, what does this MEAN, that T and I have something in common, that we laugh at something, that I bring him something? What does it MEAN? Do you know what I mean? What does it mean? What would it mean IRL? Maybe it means nothing, i'm okay with that. I just don't understand the currency of human intercourse, which is understandable from my background, my family didn't interact much with me, I was the outsider. So I don't 'get it'. Is it just for the moment of connection, just to pass the time? There's no goal, no outcome? Am I talking about small talk? Isn't big talk the same? Am I having a stroke?! I just don't get life at all!