And I want off of it NOW.

I know that I've got a lot going on in my life right now... school (exams, whee!), termination of counselling, job searching and other junk but why do the ups and downs have to be so drastic?

Its not even that most of the events are tied in with my moods, I can't identify where they come from.

I'm struggling to understand what the heck is wrong with me and what in the world I'm doing and where I'm going and trying to grow and change but its giving me a headache!

Sorry, this is a sort of mini-rant that goes nowhere and ends on the same note as it started...

Me feeling like stuff is messing with my head and forcing me to take a ride on this "rollercoaster" which is driving me BONKERS!!!

Okay, rant finished. Time to attempt to sleep *sigh*

PS. Smilies are awesome.