I don't know? I really don't know how to handle this anymore. I don't want this! I hate myself! I hate life! Nothing is going right! I'm a loser from head to toe.
Feels like my head is ready to explode. All power is gone...

I'm sorry about all this whining... I know that all of you have issues of your own to deal with. I'm thinking about you too. Don't ever think that I don't!