I have this strange fear. dont really want to go into it, but I find myself having to listen for and grasp onto to certain words that end with certain letters. If i dont hear the words in a conversation or see any when i'm reading, ill go over the conversation in my mind searching for them, or I'll re-read the paragraphs in abook looking for them. I also have certain numbers that I search for on liscense plates or if the clock is going to hit the number, I don't want to look but I can't help it. I'm going insane. I swore i wasn't going to read liscense plates today but to no avail. I know it's not handwashing or anything like that but can anyone relate?