Oh I don't know, wasn't really prepared for this. My sister is erupting again.
First I want to say, I didn't like it being little. Between both my sister and brother I was too little, both controlling and the sexual stuff. I don't even want to remember.
I can't hear my sister's voice and she has been calling and leaving long condescending messages, brings me all the way back. I don't like what she says to my daughter, and I don't like her around my daughter. I don't like how my mother acts after she has been around my mother. My mother starts saying she cant remember anymore, when I know she can.
My sister called today to tell there has been a change, I thought it had something to do with my mother's health, it wasn't, she just wanted to tell me that she is in control of my mother's finances and has been in control for a while. I knew both her and her daughter researched my parents funds. My neice had been doing that for a long time.
I want to tell my daughter about my past, yet I don't want to tell her. But it makes me very uncomfortable when my sister starts telling people I am crazy.
My sister can do as she pleases with her children, I just don't like her around mine. My daughter is 27 and I know she is her own keeper now. But I dont like how my sister creeped in and planted some bad seeds.
Should I tell my daughter about her aunt? Oh, I am not doing so well today, too much of my sister twice in a row. I don't want to feel this way anymore. And it is really hard for me to put this here. I just don't want to feel this way. I am trying not to, I don't have time for this I have too much on my plate already.
Open Eyes
Last edited by Open Eyes; Oct 28, 2011 at 05:46 PM.
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