I can completely relate however I do personally believe the earths energy, you're sign and current astrological aligment can influence the magic in a way. As hard as it is you have to make yourself do the everyday things, start little, something small, turn off the t.v. Listen to music & clean or read a book. Go for a walk in the park and take a disposable camera; get it developed 1 hour and read the crappy tabloids. Get ready for the day and take extra long to get ready, clean out that crowded area, or do nothing and recharge by
making yourself relax. It is hard but I promise it can be done if you put you're best foot
forward. The days you feel like hanging you're head, pick it up and call a friend.