just got over the kidney infection that knocked me out of clinicals. now, i have a horrid headache and every lymph node in my body is swollen, hard and hurts. allergies are running rampant. it is so windy that anything could be in the air. i went to bed last night so doped up that i couldn't sleep. laid there til 3:45. finally took a xanax. I WANT A GOOD MONTH, DAMNIT! xoxox pat