You don't need to worry about me -i guess I'm just in a downward funk. Maybe it's the weather (cold, wet, blah) but I'll be ok.

I have just started seeing a counsellor and I'm hoping to deal with a lot of my feelings on this. But of course I won't just open up and trust the counsellor because I have to make things difficult.

Ah....break. Bf suggested the same thing but I take issue. I've never seen breaks as a temporary thing. If we can't sort out our problems then we should end it. It's sort of cynical but it's a belief I can't on stick