Don't fall into the trap that most of us Bipolar people do and think that because you are feeling better you don't need the meds. I once had a psychiatrist laugh it off because i was apologizing for stopping my meds , then crashing and coming back to her. She says it's in our nature to do that and explained to me that Bipolar is not curable...but it can be kept under control. You have to have the meds to control it though. So i just accept that now and take them.