I'm sure you knew the answer before you asked.....I'm sorry you are feeling this way about yourself after all the work you have been doing with your anorexia issues. Your T, your nutritionist, & your whole team are the ones that you should ask this question from & if you don't think you should ask them......what different answer do you think you would be given here?

You definitely need the support of your team if you are really feeling this way.