Hi, Okay I have been cutting mydself with a kitchen knife for about a year now.
At first they were just little scratches that faded in a day or two, then they started to get deeper and deeper and I've scarred all of my left arm and have moved down onto my wrist.
I know deep down that I want to stop, but I crave the attention I get from people at my school yet I dread my parents finding out because they would be so ashamed/upset/angry
I know that it is wrong to do this, I don't do it just for attention either, if my mum and dad start up another argument I see that knife and often can't resist it.
I feel so pathetic and weak,
I'm only 14 and I'm thinking about death/Suicide..........