Thanks for all the wonderful input. The goal here is to find out what's going on. I'm back in therapy but have been seening my physciatrist regularly. I let him know right away what was going on. I have been taking 1000 mg Depakote and he bumped me up to 1250 mg. I have an appointment with him on Tuesday morning.

The thoughts do drive me mad and then my gf mad when I question her or doubt her. What I'm interested in as there are two parts of morbid jealousy is if I'm the obessive type or physcotic type. I'm thinking it is the physcotic type because when in it I seem certain that there's something going on.

I also have a hard time with my sex life because of the Depakote and are afraid if I take an antiphsycotic it will make it worse.

I do have the most wonderful girlfriend in the world for trying to understand and stick it out and I think there's a sigh of relief that we are starting to know what is going on. Admitting something is not real that you've counted on being real is very difficult.

My gf doesn't know all the details so I need to talk more about it with her.