As you know, this is not a fun way to live your life. You don't want your parents to find out, but you really need to talk to either them or another responsible adult who can help you deal with this. Cutting is just what shows up on the surface - there are deeper problems that make you feel that way, and it's really too much to deal with all by yourself. Your parents might have a hard time dealing with it at first, but probably because they love you and it is scary when someone you love hurts so much and is thinking about death. There is so much more to life and all the good parts are ahead of you. Please give yourself a chance and talk to someone about this problem.

<font color=orange>"Everyone has a need for significance; and if we can't make that possible, or even probable, in our society, then it will be obtained in destructive ways." -Rollo May</font color=orange>