I was trying to find a job at the beginning of this week but it's so hard. I can't concentrate and I keep thinking it's all going to go wrong anyway and I won't get a job so there's no point. My shyness will ruin everything or something. Every time I try and look for a job I just so fustrated. I wish I didn't have to work but I know if I got a job it would be a massive distraction, hopefully. Plus I really need the money now.
I'm just trying so hard but it's so difficult. I just wish I had motivation to do things but I don't know how to get it. :/[/QUOTE]

I can't even get a job myself. At least I'm not alone. It's apparently difficult as we're in a recession. You could try to volunteer such as working in a shop and gain experience. I'm volunteering myself and I hope this will help increase the chances of me getting a job.