Songbird and Daisy

It sounds like things are really tough for you right now. Try to hang on to the positives - "I'm okay in the mornings ". Remember youa re a good person. My T has me trying to slow down; he says I try to do toomuch too soon. Maybe that's how it is with you? Can you write some of this stuff down to give to your T? Maybe print out this post? I don't think there is any danger of him abandoning you, but I know how real that feeling can be. Remember it IS a feeling.
Definitely talk to your dr about the meds.
Hang on in there. You can do this. You are stong. You are holding down a job, running a house, doing all that stuff. Keep reminding yourself of those things. Maybe write out some affirmative messages to yourself on postits and put them where you keep seeing them?
((((Songbird and Daisy))))