I will never learn, I posted on the other forum again and had an argument with my ex friend, Well she posted a thread saying that I stalk her

How can that be when I have changed my email addy and MSN to get away from her?
She was a bully and that is why I broke the friendship, I just want to cry but the tears won't come, We used to be close sometimes even though she was like this, 3 years I had known her, Why am I such a let down? I f*** everything up, I can't keep friends, I am weird, I must be.