Thread: too much emptiness
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Old Oct 29, 2011, 08:35 PM
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Originally Posted by roseleigh7 View Post
Was I just born with too much NEED? I feel like I NEED too much and I always have. I know that no one really gets ALL their needs filled from babyhood, but lots of people don't turn out so messed up like me.

I feel hopeless. I think I can never get this hole inside me filled. No one can ever love me, let alone like me. I just want out somehow. I can't, CANNOT live with myself. It's too painful.

I don't want to go to therapy anymore. Maybe I'm done with it? How do you know when you're "unhelpable?"
oh, wow. I could have written this, it is so exactly precisely how I feel. I can't even read the other replies yet because I'm crying. I feel that emptiness. I don't know the answers, but I'm so sorry you feel it too, roseleigh.
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