Awwww! Yeaahhhh! Of course it's hard to go back when things just got good. No, you're not being ridiculous. I think about it like this. If you go back, and everything's as good as it was last week, then you get three in a row! if you go back, and it's a horrible session, no connection, nothing is working... then you can talk w/ your T about why it's not working and fix the rupture . That to me qualifies as a good session even if it's hard to say "sorry this feels bad". Even if he didn't get it right that time, you can set it right so that next time there can be more of the good sessions. If that makes sense.