I'm extremely new to the personality disorder place and only last week after 10+ years of therapy was given personality disorder as something that could possibly be what is going on. But was given no info on any of it, or which kind so with my research on m y own in between doc appointments, schizotypal is one that sounds similar to my own experiences. But it very well may not be. None the less I do sometimes, however not frequently, have "normal" days that I actually look forward to and hope for. Mostly because all of the things in MY normal day to day life is not so stable and not so simple or common. Sometimes I think I just need simplicity. All the chaos I see around me, or inside and sometimes I like a little break, to live like the "norms" with a clam quitted mind... But this could be any number of things other than schizotypal for me since I'm still learning where these thoughts and such come from.
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I'd lock my hands behind my head, I'd cover my heart and hit the deck, I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you.
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