thanks Perna. My short term disability is up in the air still. It will be decided on Monday. The hospital and my pdoc were in a disagreement over who should be handling my short term disability case. While they sent me back and forth to one another it was also decided I would stop ECT for now. I developed severe anxie ty. I have had ten treatments and the depression has lifted some. Those treatments were taking a huge toll on me. If/ when i stop having all this anxiety, we may or may not continue ECT. I talked to my boss today, he tells me to take all the time I need to get better this time. I did talk to my T about this. We decided it might be a good idea for me to ask for a transfer if I go back. I'm contemplating that....