Thanks guys :-). I am doing ok today... I really want to act out in some way because I dont want Monday to even exist. I wrote my T and asked for a short reply. I want to not be on THAT day. How could they have done what they did to those babies!!!! And to make a child watch it!!! And tell me I was the one who did the horror because I could not speak and say to do that to the other child instead. Either way they won. I dont want to be awake monday.