Since no one but T & nutritionist knows about my ED, I cannot get the support I'm needing so badly. I'm working on not purging and but I've also gained one pound per day for the past 6 days (which is awful).

Intellectually, I know it's water and will go away. Emotionally it is so triggering that I want to restrict my intake to less than the bare minimum.

Please provide encouraging words. I really need it right now.