i have to say, i know what is being said here, the worst thing was not being my own friend,, not being nice to me, not comforting me, not going out by myself,, i don't cling to people so much anymore, they are freer to be my friend, without having to be my support. PC and other Online sites have been very helpful in filling that lonely well of neediness... i wish you all the best,, Gus