I apologize for sneaking this thread in, asking a general question when I really wanted to discuss my situation again. I am sorry for being that needy right now.

ECHOES: I emailed my T last night that I couldn't stand it if she made mistakes with me. If it was wrong for her to give me what she did. I want it to be MY failure, not hers. I don't want her to have been wrong! This therapy was going to be great, was going to do what the others didn't do for me. I was going to end my pattern and not obsess about a T anymore. I was going to get better. I messed up.