I really don't understand why my boyfriend has stuck it out with me this long (1 1/2 years)! Yesterday I went from fine, to hurt, to fine, to mad, to putting a happy face on for a friend, to upset, to really sad, to happy and playing around, to relaxed, to pissed off (in my defense, the pissed off was cuz I got woken up and I hate that)!!!! How the **** is it possible to go through that many emotions in one day; I even frustrate myself because I can't control it! When I get in one of those moods that lasts a while, he tells me that I'm exhausting and his patience is running thin and we don't have enough time together to stress (both our jobs keep us away from each other a few days a week). But when I say I don't get how if he thinks we fight all the time, why is he with me, I get an opposite response? So when I ask that he tells me he doesn't really think we fight a lot and that he loves me and he knows that everything will be ok because it always is, and he's with me for a reason. Apparently he knows the whole cycle of our ups and downs by now. I really don't get it at all and I so wish I could just stop the psychotic, rapid-changing cycle of emotions.