For me to not feel like talking to people...
But lately I just don't want to talk to anyone,
And I avoid talking, too.
I guess it's just, so much going on.
The ex wont leave me alone.
His friend is ganging up on me about it.
Friends are just too busy for me.
The guy I like has this girlfriend that doesnt seem to give him what he deserves.
He's also my best friend.
That my ex suspects I like.
I like him, alot.
Alot.
Alot.
Then there's money issues.
The fact that all i can think about is getting out on my own,
And how I cant do that because I have no money and I'm not old enough.
By one yearr.
Why cant everything just work out.
I guess until then I'm just going to stay home, in bed, and be alone.