this will sound like a weird response but I think maybe while watching college football? It's a time when I'm so involved in what's happening in the games and how those games affect future games, etc, that maybe I'm too involved to notice how I feel. I don't know that I feel normal but at the very least I'm not paying attention to not feeling normal.

that and some extended periods of depersonalization in which I feel unaffected and detached from my life, productive or not. I know it's not normal but I function very normally and social interactions come easily. People who are familiar with the context of my life can be thrown off by what looks like an illogical reaction to adversity, and I don't get anything out of it emotionally, but it makes for an easy month or so,