Thanks Can't Explain,
Yes, I did feel very betrayed and had to resolve those feelings with my wonderful pdoc and that took some time and we have healed our relationship of 8 years. I trust him very much and ended up having to go to another hospital. It has been a long road that I'm still on. I really appreciate your comments and empathy for my situation. It is very hard at times to see that things can change and twist so very suddenly. I have forgiven and moved on and that is the best for me.
Gentle huggles,
and Happy Halloween to each and all,
Wysteria Blue