I am SO angry. I took off of work last Thursday until this Tuesday. Last Wednesday, I found out that my position is being cut down to 20 hours a week. They offered me a way to keep 40 hours a week, but it is a demotion that I really don't want. What makes me even angrier is that not even a week ago, my supervisor sent out an email saying that someone was hired as part time to help out in the office. WHY????? Why am I getting cut to part time and someone else gets hired part time.....wouldn't it have been cheaper to have just kept me full time instead of cutting me and hiring someone else part time? They could have saved all the money involved in hiring and training this new person. I am so angry about it that I haven't been able to enjoy my time off at all. My husband's sister got married this past Saturday, and it was so hard talking about my company positively when people asked what I did (and trust me, A LOT of people asked). I want to scream, I want to cut, I want to cry, I want to break something, I want to find a way to get back at my company. I have started looking for a new job, but that hasn't helped my moods at all. I want to see this company pay for what they just did to me. I can't stop thinking about ways I could make my company lose business by lowering customer satisifaction. But, instead of hurting my company, I cut and hurt myself. The urges are so strong, and I don't think I am going to be able to hold off too much longer today. I see my T tomorrow, which is good because I really need to talk.
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