Rainbow... maybe you just need to learn to come at peace with some things in life. Even loss and death (too many of my relatives are dead... but I don't want to waste the days I am alive for the fact.... there is sense of loss, but then... there is acceptance. We all have our limited time here and we should use it usefully and wisely).

I came to accept the darkness in my life... and I feel a lot less miserable because of that. The world never ends and skies do not fall, even if life gets overwhelming... I guess accepting some things as fact of life is the best you can do.