It doens't sound ridiculous at all. I can definately relate. Think I had issues with someone consistently showing support, listening etc and it scared me a great deal. Support, well did I deseve that and what price would I really need to pay were questions I was afraid to even ask myself then. I was just waiting for T to do what I had experienced before and consitent support was not it. It helped a lot to talk to T about it though. It totally makes sense.