I agree with the above posts......however the first thing you need to take care of is your physical issues first.....then get into therapy ASAP.

I have only had anorexia problems & my GP was the first one to put me into the hospital with IV feeding through a central line & TPN.......then the problems that caused the excessive weight loss are being worked on. It was caused by going through a trauma & the PTSD that has followed......however no reason is easy to work on......takes time......& unfortunately time isn't on our side most of the time.

Take care of yourself & please get the help you need so bad,
Debbie