Basically, my parents and I hate each other in these bad dreams. Particularly my mother and I.

In reality, I stopped seeing and talking with my parents a few months ago (hoping that it would help with these chronic nightmares). That hasn't worked for me so far. Instead, the nightmares are very consistent. Night after night.... my nightmares consist of tornadoes, chaos, misunderstandings, and lots of tension between me and all of my family.

I know that I need to accept my childhood. I need to accept my family. The big problem is despite the emotions I'm obviously battling with inside, I'm fighting against the acceptance. I cannot reason why. I just am. What can I do to make myself accept the past already so I can move on?