hey i am really sorry this happened. you sound just like me. blow up too easily over small things

if you are able to - let it go and move on, you will meet other guys that will be better

but if you feel really strongly about this and are "in love" you believe
then i would cool off for a bit until your emotions have subsided, maybe in two months or so - who knows he may contact you.

after that period, call him up and in a curt manner ask him if he wants to meet for coffee and that you would appreciate it. if he doesn't respond then he was never worth it. because everyone deserves a second chance.