I do the same thing to my boyfriend constantly, but with this BPD, I don't know what to think. I think he's doing something, then he reassures me and I feel okay, but then I think, what if I am right and go right back into the bullsh*T thoughts. Constant circle of *****.
Just letting you know I relate. Hope things get better!
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Don't Let Me Get Me
I'm My Own Worst Enemy
It's Bad When You Annoy Yourself
So Irritating
Don't Want To Be My Friend No More
I Want To Be Somebody Else ~ Pink