Lol oh my your like me, i get along with this t for the most part it's my first t- but i get the same repeating or telling me what i already know or try and just get told to do it more. Also think good thoughts- that some times is hard and yes feel like fooling self which leads down a different road. I understand part of this- that it's practicing cuz brain thinking has gotten messed up or what not. It's like re teaching i guess but idk thou another part of me doesn't get it too.
Sigh on this post- i worry for hours he's mad at me i keep texting sorry. then he calls on one of his breaks to say he's not mad & understands where i'm coming from i get mad and crazy for feelin he's ignorin me in the time he hadn't called or texted back- but yet as he brought up i did it earlier to him. feel like a bad person now. I don't like this hell i feel i create unknowingly some times