i'm so disturbed. i can't even focus for a few minutes on my work. i want physical stimulation such as food in my mouth and i need to move a lot. i don't know why i am like this. is it because my values are misplaced. i don't put my work ahead of my comfort. when i'm hungry, i go eat. when i feel like enjoying the weather, i go out for a walk... even at the expense of my work, studying. i feel like such a failure and such an amoral person. my work should come first, above my comforts. i feel selfish, or actually am selfish. i constantly get angry because there's so much work for me to do and i'm not very bright. it takes me awhile and work keeps piling up. i'm super sloppy. i can't keep up and i rage all the time when people ask for me. i'm unaware with how to handle myself. i need help...