Irish, I'm in the same position as you are right now. Have you read any of my thread I have on this forum?

Right now I'm doing okay because he's been gone since Friday morning. He's due to come get more of his things tomorrow. I'll probably be feeling much like you are right now. I can already feel the dread.

Would you consider reading my thread? I've gotten much wonderful advise and support. Since you're going through the same thing, some of that might help you, too.

My heart goes out to you. We're pretty much in the same boat.

Take care of YOU. No matter how selfish it might seem, it's NOT.